A Day Trip to Umm Qais

Last Friday, myself and six other AMIDEASTers decided to take a day trip to Umm Qais and the ruins of the ancient town of Gadara. Umm Qais is in the absolute northwest corner of Jordan and from the ruins of Gadara we looked north at the Golan Heights, east at Lake Tiberius, and northwest, but beyond our view, towards Damascus.

The weather in Amman on Friday morning was cloudless, with negligible breeze, and mild, but with no clouds, the temperature will not remain mild for long. The visibility is incredible with no haze in Amman at around 9:30 and we hoped for good visibility from Gadara.

Amman in the early morning weekend hours, especially Friday morning (which is like Sunday morning in America), is deserted. Which is quite the opposite to weekday mornings which are exceptionally busy. The city is empty except for a few taxis and early risers as everybody sleeps late.

The silence in Amman on a Friday mornings is quite mindboggling as how could a city like Amman have every person on the same sleep schedule?

Not coincidentally, I am on the same sleep schedule. I normally don’t get out of bed until the mid-day call to prayer or around 12:40. (But only because of my attempt to further immerse myself in Jordanian cultural.) Normally Friday is when our host grandmother has made fresh hummus and I eat a plateful with bread and tea before lounging for the remainder of the afternoon. This is an aspect of Jordanian culture that I had very little difficulty embracing.

I am always blown away by drives out of Amman, especially when going north. We pass a group of twenty or so bikers in fancy biker uniforms zoom down the opposite side of the street, with a red pickup truck carrying a horse standing on the bed in chase.

After three cars in front of us get close together and the driver of the van we’ve hired honks the horn and gets a sliver of space in the left lane he puts the hammer down and we rumble down the road. I remind myself that I enjoy these drives more when I look out my window and not toward the road in front of us.

The north is hilly, which is not unlike Amman, but is completely different in the sparse population of much of the hills and the amount of open farmland. The north has the empty space that is scarce in Amman, a city of over two million and represents over a third of Jordan’s population.

The north is like Amman and unlike Amman. Houses dot the hills with minarets adding architectural flare to the simple stone houses that seemed to be the only approved design of northern Jordan.

The houses are two or three story stone squat houses. Devoid of originality they are all seemingly carbon copies of one another and the only thing different is the color some gray, some a sand type red, and others a boring brown.

They are very different from anything in American, but not different than most buildings in Amman. A touch smaller, but here they jut out from the landscape so aggressively and unlike the hills that you can see every one of them

When passing through towns, markets have trucks with produce overflowing and people walking around buying falafel and daily goods. The cars don’t park in organized spots and overcrowd the streets much like Amman. Pictures of King Abdullah are also prominent. His same smiling face is on signs everywhere, the only thing changing his outfit: military uniform, suit, or traditional clothing.

But unlike Amman while walking through the smaller towns and cities of the north the claustrophobia that characterizes Amman is not apparent. The air seems fresher and the sky even more blue.

Twenty or so minutes outside of Amman we pass trucks packed together in the grass on the side of the road. Set up in what looks like a trading spot for herders and farmers, sheep pack the beds of the pick up trucks. We bear right, away from the sheep, at a sign that says “Syrian Border.”

As we drive north, we chat about registering for classes for next semester, jobs and internships for the summer, and figuring out financial aid and paying for school. I find it incredible the number of hoops we all have had to jump through in order to get internships for the summer and the amount of competition for these internships, none of which offer any payment. (I should note that this isn’t a complaint about the unpaid internship position I accepted this week, but a comment on the struggles of young people.)

We arrive at the ancient ruins and part ways with our driver who is going to meet us in the parking lot after a few hours and after he attends afternoon prayers.

The ruins are quite interesting, as every ruin in all of the former Greek and Roman territories around the globe. Complete with columns, a well-constructed road, a theatre, and overlooking a beautiful landscape. It is your usual setup.

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The main attraction today however is not the ruins, but the massive bloom of flowers that have come with magnificent spring weather. On top of that the view of the Golan Heights and Lake Tiberius and it is no wonder an ancient civilization chose this spot.

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We explore the ruins and take pictures, but nothing at too much of a breakneck pace. The sun has gone overhead and despite our efforts to remain hydrated, it is another hot spring Jordan day.

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After two hours under the sun, we reunited with our driver and head south. Dozing off from time to time as we head south. We pass more shepherds with their flocks of sheep, including one large flock with scores of sheep, a donkey, and a large camel slowly sauntering behind them all.

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Once Amman comes closer into our view I am again amazed by the extent of the sprawl. Every hill is crammed with houses. There seems to be no end to how far the hills and Amman go. The city is now awake in the early afternoon. I already miss the openness and fresh air of Umm Qais, but am glad to be back home in Shmesani.

Three weeks left in Jordan.

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Nothing Will Deter Us

There is a great amount of talk about how we can’t make everything in America safe. We shouldn’t try. We shouldn’t even try to make life completely safe.

We must do the only thing we can: Live our life.

We will not let any person, any group, or any threat, change the way we live our lives.

My message to those who did this: You will not win. You can not terrorize us. America will remain and our way of life will not change because of you.

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The Spring Break MEGA-Blog: Part 2

Day Three: You’ll Never Walk Alone Edition

March 10, 2013

9:43 a.m.
A morning stroll five minutes from where we are walking to visit Goodison Park, home of Liverpool’s cross-town rival Everton.

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10:00 a.m.-ish
In convenience store a woman asking the man she was with whether Liverpool played a game today. He responds, “Ye, playin spurs at Anfield,” in a huge scouse accent.

10:45 a.m.
Jake and I head to downtown Liverpool to explore, get breakfast and stumble across The Cavern, the famous club of the Beatles.

11:38 a.m.
On the bus from downtown to Anfield. Excited. Nervous. Shit shit shit, Gareth Bale is mighty quick.

12:44 p.m.
On our second pint at The Sandon, a nice pub in the shadows of Anfield, everybody there is a supporter of Liverpool and is just hanging out drinking. The crowd is extremely male. 3 hours 15 minutes until kickoff. We are meeting John, our Internet acquaintance and self-proclaimed trusty ticket salesman, at 2:30.

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2:15 p.m.
We finish up at the Pub and grab a steak and potato pie at Georgie Porgie’s Pudding and Pie’s. We take our spot at Turnstile E and wait for John. It is cold and windy. Bobbies on horses patrol the area. John says he will be here in twenty minutes. We are excited, but nervous.

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3:20 p.m.
Our phone calls, texts, and tweets not returned. We realized John wasn’t coming. Screwed by John. I am at the verge of tears. I can not believe I dragged Jake thousands to come to a Liverpool game only to end up standing outside the stadium with no tickets. I feel personally betrayed by a fellow Liverpool fan and am ready to swear off my allegiance.

The walk back to The Sandon is miserable. I am crushed. Jake is asking for spares from anybody who will listen. Everybody laughs at him. I am too crushed to ask anybody. We get to The Sandon and I can barely walk anymore. So much for the motto of Liverpool: You’ll Never Walk Alone. John has completely abandoned a fellow supporter.

3:30 p.m.
We head to the bathroom. Jake is three people in front of me. I turn to the guy next to me, standing at the door: “You going to the match?”
“Yea of course. You?”
“No. We were meeting a guy with tickets for us, and we just got screwed. All the way from fucking America for this.”
(Jake notes that I shouted this. I thought it was a more private conversation.)

I meet Jake outside the bathroom and we are gonna head to further drown our sorrows and watch the game on TV. A man taps me on the shoulder. “Did you just say you didn’t have a ticket?”
“Yea, me and my brother. We need two though!”
“These guys have two,” he says turning and pointing at two guys to our right.
“Yea we got two, best seats in the house. Come with us.”

I nearly kissed a man. I wrapped my arms around him, which offset up him a touch, but I figured if I let him out of my sight, we wouldn’t get the tickets. My feet didn’t touch the ground during our walk back to Anfield.

Our savior didn’t care that we were Americans and made no attempt to rip us off. Our red scarves and breath that reeked of pie and beer was all he needed to accept us as REAL fans.

We will be sitting in the Kop end, the world famous stand for Liverpool supporters. A place Jake and I have dreamed about sitting.

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As soon as we are in the stadium, Jake turns to me and we both shout, “Holy shit!” and jump into a big embrace. We went from screwed and freezing, to in the Kop in under 20 minutes. Of course, we buy the first round of beer for our two new scouser buddies. They then lead us up into the Kop as the public address announcer introduces the squads. Following each Liverpool players name the crowd lets out a giant “YEEEEAAAA!” This is Anfield.

3:57 p.m.
You’ll Never Walk Alone begins and every fan sings along with the famous Liverpool anthem. Jake and I have made it.

4:00 p.m.
The game kicks off.

21 minutes into the matchGOALLLLLLL!!!! Luis Suarez scores!!!

31 minutes into the match
The Kop begins to sing: “We’re gonna have a party, we’re gonna have a party, we’re gonna have a party…when Maggie Thatcher Dies! When Maggie Thatcher Dies! When Maggie Thatcher Dies!” (Really. I couldn’t have made that up.)

Half Time
Liverpool 1-Spurs 1. An even game, Liverpool playing solid, we are happy.

Full Time
LFC 3 Spurs 2
Oh. My. Word. The last two goals for Liverpool scored right in front of us. Steven Gerrard slamming home the winning penalty.

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6:18 p.m.
Walking out of match I spot a man with a Jordanian kafia. I stop him and he is surprised a white guy is speaking Arabic and I find he is a Palestinian from Nablus. I mention that his kafia is Jordanian and in true Arab style he tries to give it to me telling me it is very cold.

6:20 p.m.
Another stake and potato pie at Gorgie Porgie’s before heading back to The Sandon to celebrate.

8:15 p.m.
We walk over to other pubs around the ground on our way back to the hostel. We head into the famous Arkles pub and meet some Irish supporters. A short one with a thick accent has struck up a conversation. I say to Jake: “Be careful. You don’t get to be that small in Ireland without being able to kill somebody with your bear hands.”

He asks me about drinking in America, I tell him I don’t know too much, I only turned 21 the previous day.“Fuck me, Twenty-one?!? Darren how old you think he is?” short Irish man says.

“Say about 26,” says Daren.
“Nah. Twenty-one,” short Irish guy.
“What are they feeding them in America?”

Part Four: Small World Edition

March 11, 2013

9:35 a.m.
On train the train back to London we realize that neither of us have had a vegetable or a non-alcoholic beverage in almost two days.

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9:53 a.m.
Jake: “Did I tell you my Joe Biden dream?”

10:49 a.m.
On train pass through crazy area of snow and fog like weather, then sunshine, then back to snow and fog. What a strange country. I do love the countryside of England. Jordan has made me miss the empty grasslands and beautiful fields with the occasional stream cutting through. You’ll happen upon a small village with houses huddled together in tight blocks, all the same style that is distinctly “English.”

8:30 p.m.
We arrive at Euston Tap just near Euston Station. I found this place online and suggested it as a good spot for us to sample some of the fine craft beers of England. Something I know I must like in order to be my father’s son.

9:10 p.m.
We meet some lads exchanging anecdotes about beer. They ask if we have heard of their AP: Perfect Pint. Of course we have not, as it is only found in England. It will tell you by your phone’s GPS the nearest pub and what beers they have on tap.

10:00 p.m-ish
This leads to the discovery that one of the three AP fellows is a QPR season ticket holder who wants to hear about our time at Loftus Road, one is a big fan of The Wire and wants to talk Baltimore, and the third is a fan of Liverpool and wants to hear about Anfield. And upon hearing us mention The Wire, one of the bartenders chimes in and mentions he used to live in Baltimore on Calvert Street and attended Maryland Institute College of Art. Small world.

Tuesday and Wednesday
The remainder of my time with Jake in London was spent doing two things. During the day we were touristy: the Imperial War Museum, the British Museum, Trafalgar Square (my old stomping grounds from our first trip to London, where a woman once shouted that I “Sound just like a pigeon”), Hyde Park, and Buckingham Palace. Our nights were in pubs drinking REAL British Ale (Is this local?) and watching Champions League matches with REAL fans.

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Thursday and Friday
I spent on the campus of London School of Economics with my GW friend David Kaye who is spending the year there studying topics that make me feel very dumb. I get a chance to spend time with college kids in a college dorm and I remember what it is like. But by Friday night I miss my own bed and my Jordanian mother who is waiting to spoil me.

Saturday
4:00 p.m.
I find myself at a bar in Heathrow Airport. An Irish place on the day before St. Patrick’s Day. A few parting Guinness and a shot of Jameson feel appropriate.

6:30 p.m.
Leaving the UK. On the flight out a British guy, John (no relation to ticket asshole), starts chatting with me. He tells me as we walk from the gate to the plane that he lives in Adams Morgan and of course, is seated across the aisle from me. The world is a smaller place now, no? He says we might know the same barmen in DC. I say, probably not, I just turned 21 on Saturday and have yet to have a legal drink in the States. “Good blimey,” he says. “You look much older.”

7:15 p.m.
Off to Amman, off to the Arab World and a place of not many “barmen.” I love the British. But after a week, my liver is done and my stomach can’t take more British food. Falafel, shawarma, hummus, fool, mutubla, and Shai ma nana (tea with mint) here I come.

4:00 a.m. Amman Time
I arrive in my bed. I pass out. I will sleep through my classes on Sunday. I need a day to recover.

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The Spring Break MEGA-Blog: Part 1

A few weeks ago (better late then never on this blog right???) I left Jordan for eight days of rest and relaxation in England. I went to go experience Premier League football and the British pub culture, something that I missed the first time I went to London with my family in 2001. My older brother Jake took “holiday” and met me in London.

Part One: Culture Shock

March 8, 2013

Amman, Jordan 5:46 a.m.
Two muscle guys with British accents sit directly behind me on the plane. One has a tattoo of a rose on his left bicep, the symbol of England’s rugby team. I can’t understand a word of what they are saying. This trip could be very interesting if I don’t know what the heck is being said. I can understand Arabic enough, but I had no idea British English would be harder. I was greeted with “Cheers,” by the British flight attendant; I said “Sabh al kheir,” Arabic for Good Morning.

8:01 a.m. London time
We are beginning our decent and the British guys behind me are talking about Ginger Wally. I am not sure what this is slang for, but I know that I have arrived in somewhere very different.

8:24 a.m.
I nearly trip while on a moving walkway as I stare at two girls with blonde hair. Welcome back to the Western World!

9:38 a.m.
On the Heathrow connect to Paddington Station, which takes you through West London neighborhoods that look so British. Houses tightly packed together like any city, but they have a distinct foreign look in an industrial looking area. The weather is a beautiful gray with puddles and some raindrops from earlier showers. This sure as shit ain’t Jordan. And looks exactly like London should; just like every other passenger. I don’t know what exactly that look means, but they look “different.” I guess I am preparing for a little culture shock. I am used to the Middle East and right now I feel like my eyes are as wide as dinner plates. In 17 minutes above ground on the train I have seen more industry than in all of Jordan in two months. I have gone from a country with a King on the money, to a country with a Queen on the money. Except in the former, the King still rules.

11:07 a.m.
Aimlessly walking around the neighborhood around Paddington after several cups of coffee just getting a feel for the city. I have a day to kill before Jake arrives and I don’t have anything else planned but relaxing and adjusting. A policewoman on a horse walks past me. This place is so weird.

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11:31 a.m.
First pint of Guinness at a pub, a 19.2 ounce Imperial Pint of a creamy beer that is just delicious. I picked up a copy of The Times and read the many pages of soccer coverage. Heaven on Earth.

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12:20 p.m.
I order another Guinness and an order of fish & chips with mushy peas. I really enjoy this little sports pub that I’ve stumbled upon. A few other people are drinking and enjoying a rainy early afternoon. I love the quality of the writing on a peace about the previous nights Tottenham-Inter Milan Europa League match: “It was not just Bale, though, who menaced them on this occasion. Kyle Walker breezed past Juan Jesus and Alcaro Pereira on Inter’s left flank as though they were but spectators; Gargno, a yapping little terrier, could not so much as nip at Mousa Dembele’s heels.” The chips are crisp, fish is good cod, and peas are mushy.

By 1:30 p.m.
I arrive at my hotel. I check in, lie down in the bed, and drift in and out of sleep. I then take one of the greatest showers I have ever had. After two months of waiting an hour for the water to heat up my water so I can take a shower, instant hot water with intense water pressure is amazing.

That Night
I pub hope going to a few different places and try different kinds of beer. I have my first meat pie, a steak and ale variety in a place next to Euston Station and chat with an older man about football and cricket.

I have a few chats with other strangers, partly because I can not help but strike up conversation, also because I am having a hard time adjusting and am starring at people. They are all amazed that I am studying in the Middle East and have a hard time understanding why I chose to study there. I am having a harder time understanding what they are saying to me. English is spoken enough around AMIDEAST that I still hear it everyday, but English English is a whole different animal.

After a few more pints I am exhausted from jet lag and ready for sleep. Tomorrow is a huge day: my 21st birthday, my first premier league game, and the first time I will see a family member in two months.

Day Two: Extra Cold Edition

March 9, 2013:

7 a.m.
I am up early, jet legged (Amman is three hours ahead of London) but well rested. I lay in my bed a little while longer before taking another exceptional shower for an exceptionally long time, one of the best birthday presents I have ever received.

8:03 a.m.
A free breakfast buffet and a copy of The Times. Almost ordered my morning coffee in Arabic. The man to my right is Nottingham Forrest kit. A good start.

By 9 a.m.
I see a familiar face coming through the door: JAKE! A sight for sore eyes on my birthday. He looks good, but terribly jetlagged. A quick shower and our first drink of the day—some lovely scotch—before Jake grabs breakfast and we head to West London and Loftus Road for QPR-Sunderland.

11:44 a.m.
On the Tube to game:
Jake: “I have no idea what it is going to be like.”
Me: “Do we stand?”

While on the tube, we did read some nice poetry. Seriously.

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12:10 p.m.
We have arrived at our first English pub before the game. Not terribly crowded at this pre-match place, mind you, three hours before kickoff. Jake made a terrible mess of entering the pub, showing a security guard (which I presumed was there to maintain order) his American drivers license. He seemed beyond confused, his face saying, “Why is this guy showing me this ID?” It is 18 to drink in London and neither of us looks 18.

12:22 p.m.
Jake: “Do they allow women in pubs?”

12:38 p.m.
On TV everybody is waiting to watch Everton play Wigan in a 6th round FA Cup game at 1 p.m. Everybody he is here to watch football, talk football, and drink beer. Most are not wearing any of the teams colors colours whatsoever. The exact opposite to American sports where you go to a game in your teams gear only. Is this due to the violent mentality that still hovers over English football?

1:01 p.m.
Me: “I think there are 10 women here and six of them are working behind the bar.”

1:03 p.m.
Me: “This is a lot more bald friendly country than Jordan.”
Jake: “What do you mean?”
Me: “There are a lot more bald people here.”

1:06 p.m.
The Cranberries song “Zombie” is playing in the bar.
Jake: “We’ll it’s good to note the music hasn’t changed since the 1992 inception of the Premier League.”

1:07 p.m.
One of the six women bartenders is now singing along to Zombie.

1:55 p.m.
Three bobbies walk through the pub. Nobody pays much attention to them. Jake and I wonder what was the issue? We assume just to check on the supporters from both clubs drinking together in one pub. And we are reminded this will not be an average sporting event.

2:08 p.m.
We are asked by our two new friends—supporters of Sunderland and older men—about our feelings of the team Wolverhampton, better known as Wolves. “Sentimental. Sympathetic.” They answer the question about wearing colors: comes down to the fan base. Some wear colors, others don’t.

2:19 p.m.
We are really enjoying the beers of London. We have tasted several delicious beers, but have been sticking with Carling’s Extra Cold variety. A light beer that seems to be looked down upon and is served Extra Cold—which only means the beer is three degrees colder than normal.

2:45 p.m.
We have arrived at Loftus Road. We walked with the supporters through a odd looking turnstile and into a old stadium that holds around 19,000.

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3:00 p.m.
Kickoff has arrived. We are so excited! Oh wait. These teams are crap. Nevermind that. We are THERE!

3:55 p.m.
Half time QPR 1-Sunderland 1. Jake and I enjoy a half time pint and split our first British meat pie. We have to hurry with the pint, because you can’t drink inside the stands but only in the concourse. You can’t bring anything out to the ground you might throw on the pitch.

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4:15 p.m.
We have begun to chat with the Scottish supporter in front of us and tell him that our Great Grandfather was from Aberdeen, Scotland. He responds: “Ohhh Aberdeen. Well their sheep shaggers.”
(Our new friend then goes to the bathroom and misses this score. Filmed by me.)

4:47 p.m.
QPR 3-Sunderland 1. We head to a pub called the Springbok and have a celebratory pint with all of the giddy QPR supporters. Outside of the stadium twenty or so police sit watching from their horses.

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8:00 p.m.
Exhausted, dehydrated, and our breath wreaking of beer, we sleep on our train to Liverpool for tomorrows match.

11:14 p.m.
Jake and I arrive at the hostel. Drop our bags down and walk five minutes to Anfield, where Liverpool play football. We have to see the ground the first chance we get. We have made it to our holy site.

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Wadi Rum and Petra

Last week AMIDEAST loaded us all onto a bus and took us thee hours south of Amman to explore Wadi Rum and Petra. We left Monday morning  for a day and night with Bedouins in Wadi Rum before visiting Petra on Tuesday on our way back to Amman.

This excursion to the south is very much about exploring and immersing yourself in nature.

Wadi Rum is a large nature preserve with a great deal of sand and mountains and Bedouins. We get there and it is significantly hotter than Amman and I am in need of a kafia. Luckily, I bought one a few days prior in Downtown Amman (al-Baled) from a man named Yusef, who after completing the transaction asked if I had “Become a Muslim yet?” I said the most respectful thing possible, “Not yet. Inshallah.” And excused myself to go get lunch as soon as I could.

It is excellent to wear a kafia on a hot day in the desert. I feel cool because it keeps the sun off my neck, ears, bald spot hair, face and I feel cool because I think I look really badass.

Upon arrival after a long terrible drive, we hop on the back of these pickup trucks and start driving around the desert and stop at random spots for pictures.

At the third spot we drink tea in a tent talk with some Bedouins and look at some camels that are hanging out. A group of European tourists get on the camels and ride around on the camels.  My theory on camels is very simple: everything they say in camel language is profanity. They say it with such disdain that it can only be profanity.

This leads to the discussion of how my spirit animal is a camel. I am grumpy, spit, and just fit the bill of a camel who according to Peter: Camels understand that they are much smarter than humans, but they are unable to resist human control. (Insert Mom’s line: “Twenty grand for summer camp and he’s Mr. Woo-Woo.” How much for Study Abroad and everybody thinks he’s a camel.)

But I take it in stride. The Arabic for camel is the same root as the word beautiful. While being a camel makes me seem like a grouch, I am also beautiful. I can be a grouch and be beautiful.

More climbing through sand and we reach a spot that looks like Tatooine from Star Wars. And by reach, I mean the entire area looks a lot like Tatooine. It is mountains and sand. You can really feel the force flowing through you like Luke Skywalker. Buy by force I mean the urge to pee, because I have been chugging water for the last hour.

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We arrive to the camp of Lawerence of Arabia. Represented by a picture of a guy carved into a stone with Lawrence of Arabia carved beneath it in Arabic. A very cool spot, yet I am not too sure what exactly I am looking at aside from rocks and sand.

It is also at this time when our driver begins to driver faster down steep sand dunes and I realize that our truck is the oldest of all the trucks. It looks like it survived the 1967 war with Israel. I trusted the driver-ish. I trusted the car-ish. And I felt safe-ish. Inshallah.

Finally we reach our campsite for the night. We take a quick camel ride…apparently AMIDEAST mandates that they stay short due to people falling in the past. Riding is scary, especially when the camel (my apparent animal brethern) does not recognize that I am one of him and is extremely grumpy. After jitters about falling off I made a successful Bedouin. Like the Equinsu Ocha from Ace Ventura. Then as we were ready to get off and the camel sit, the one behind me licked my elbow. The low point of my day.

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Night came and the stars were out. After a traditional Bedouin dinner (where the chicken is cooked under the sand) we had about an hour of peaceful star gazing in the desert. While I was alone waiting for others to join me an animal brushed against my leg. I nearly screamed but managed to turn on my flash light and ten feet away was one of the Bedouin’s cat.

The stars were brilliant and when I got far enough away from the camp it was dead quiet and completely dark. Constellations, shooting stars, and the feeling that I am totally irrelevant in this world.  I am joined by a few others and we talk about how small we all fell at that time. We then change the topic to the afterlife and end up freaking ourselves out in the desert and end up running back toward the tents at the first mention of aliens.

We recovered and were able to sleep under the stars without a problem. Petra tomorrow. Inshallah.

Long drive to Petra….and then we arrive at Petra. We start a long walk to the Treasury and you are constantly accosted by Bedouin kids and people with animals offering everything under the sun for 1 JD. The kids are really aggressive and diminish some of the enjoyment, as do the throngs of European tourists you have to fight through. Especially the ones who are dressed very inappropriately by Jordanian standpoints. And we feel like Petra is far “too white” for our liking. (But the German tourists are hilarious to look at. They dress like morons. Except for the kids in Bundasliga jerseys who didn’t understand what I was saying except for “Hey Broussia Dortmund!”)

But then when you get to the Treasury you are reminded of why you came. It is really something to look at, really HOLY SHIT..I mean Funky Butt Loving it is really something to see.

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We explore, we climb all the way up (about a 35 minute climb up a mountain) to the Sacrifice Point and took some amazing pictures. We then ate a ton of food at the buffet at (we have grown accustomed to eating a ton in Jordan) and Isaac and Majd (a AMIDEAST staffer who works with us and comes on excursions and coolest guy around) eat the most so we sit next to each other during these excursion marathon buffets.

After more walking, more pictures we depart for Amman.

Now go watch the O’s highlights from this past week. The Gary Thorne call on the home runs is music to my ears. Love me some Baltimore Orioles.

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Response To: A Day in the Life of a Freelance Journalist—2013

[Note: This piece on the state of journalism is a response to a blog from Nate Thayer about an intriguing offer he received and has nothing to do with Jordan.]

Freelance journalist Nate Thayer posted on his blog an email exchange he had with Olga Khazan, the Global Editor of the Atlantic Magazine. Khazan asked if Thayer would be interested in repurposing a recent piece for the Atlantic.

Khazan’s offer was a 1200 word piece by the weekend all done without financial compensation.

Thayer wrote back: “I am a professional journalist who has made my living by writing for 25 years and am not in the habit of giving my services for free to for profit media outlets so they can make money by using my work and efforts by removing my ability to pay my bills and feed my children….Frankly, I will refrain from being insulted and am perplexed how one can expect to try to retain quality professional services without compensating for them. Let me know if you have perhaps mispoken.”

Thayer’s first sentence is what scares me most about my future. If a 25-year veteran gets offered zero money for work, what am I going to be offered when I enter the field?

Journalism is not keeping up with the times. Print magazines and daily papers still have not found a business model to adapt to the digital age. The Internet was supposed to be the savior of journalism. Spreading ideas became easier and this should have led to a golden age of writing.

Instead the prospects for future journalists are bleaker than bleak. How can an industry based on producing accurate timely information survive when workers are not paid?

What is most shocking is Khazan’s chutzpah. Casually offering nothing in exchange for a reporters work, like it ain’t no thang.

This reminds me of a scene from season 5 of The Wire. The Atlantic must be trying to do more with less.

Khazan clarified that the exposure Thayer would gain is compensation and that the Atlantic’s “rate even for original, reported stories is $100.”

Exposure for a writer is great, but exposure doesn’t pay the bills. And no  journalist can afford to do quality work for free.

A hundred dollars a story is close to H.L. Mencken money. As in the same amount Mencken got in the 1930s from the Baltimore Sun.

One hundred dollars for an original, reported story. So much for “the life of kings.”

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Ravens Abroad: Super Bowl Edition

The Baltimore Ravens are Super Bowl Champions.

I don’t want to say, “I told you so,” but if you were to ask Vegas, we (my brother Jake and I) called it. I knew it all the way and never lost faith in our boys since we had Mom (shout out to Mom!) place the wager in August. Well, maybe that isn’t entirely true. During the 1-4 stretch to close the regular season I may have lost some faith.

But what’s done is done, now is the time for some final thoughts on this glorious season.

The Super Bowl started at 2:30 a.m. Amman time
Despite the late start I was joined by about 10 of my fellow study abroad-ers at Buffalo Wings & Rings off First Circle. The 10 of us put away about 150 wings and several pitchers of beer (18 drinking age in Jordan) mostly during the 2-½ hour period between our arrival and kickoff. The bar is an American hangout spot and was crowded with young Americans, the majority of which on study abroad programs like mine. I was one of two Ravens fans (the other from the Eastern Shore), among half-dozen or so 49ers fans. I was loud, proud, and purple as an old song goes. And only got crap from one 49er fan who disappeared during the games final moments. By the time the trophy was presented to owner Steve Biscotti it was nearly 7 a.m. and I was shouting “Ain’t the beer cold!” to nobody in particular. The only member of the smallest, indoor, insane asylum of Amman. Just me, my friend Jarvis, the busboys cleaning up, remained in the restaurant.

Earlier that day, one line from my host-mother made me very confident
Two weeks ago, the morning after the AFC Championship, (a game I was unable to watch, the first game I have missed in over five years) my host-mother tried to calm me down. I was frantically searching for the results on TV and she said, “They have won, Inshallah.” Inshallah translates to “if God wills it” and is used extremely often in Jordan. For some reason, her confidence then stuck with me. The night of the Super Bowl, I listened to In the Air Tonight and the Ravens’ Fight Song one more time before heading out. David did the talking, as I was too nervous to say a proper goodbye. But right before we left I repeated the line my Dad said before I went to the Ravens-Indianapolis game, “Come home carrying your shield, or on it.” Without missing a beat the reply was, “Carrying your shield, Inshallah.” And as they say, the rest is history.

Baltimore football teams are now undefeated in championship games that have odd stoppages of play
The 34-minute delay due to power outage during Super Bowl XLVIII was the second time a Baltimore victory was delayed. The first was the 1958 NFL Championship Game in which the Baltimore Colts beat the NY (Football) Giants 23-17. During that game, a Baltimore TV guy ran onto the field to intentionally stop play. Allegedly, to delay the game long enough so the TV feed could be restored to those watching in Baltimore. (Of course, I must admit, I did not think of this during the game.)

Ray Lewis gets the ending Cal Ripken didn’t
Cal Ripken was my favorite athlete during my childhood. I never saw him play a meaningful game after the age of five and was born 8 and ½ years after his only championship in 1983 (a year before my parents got married). I was alive for Ray Lewis’ entire 17-year career. This game was not Ray’s defining moment, nor was it a top performance. The past two years he has struggled in pass coverage and we all wondered if he should continue to play every snap on defense. Ray was exposed on several plays in the Super Bowl, but he still exits a champion. I am terribly afraid of next year and a Lewis-less Ravens team. It took the Orioles over a decade to find a franchise third-basemen to be the next Cal Ripken.

Chris Culliver had it coming
If you don’t know who Chris Culliver is watch the highlights of every Ravens completion; he is the 49ers defensive back getting burned. I wondered Tuesday if what the Ravens were doing to him could be labeled as “abuse.” But my sympathy for Culliver disappeared when I remembered the anti-gay comments he made before the game. (On that same note, look out for Brendon Ayanbadejo on Ellen, as the part-time pro-Equality activists and full-time Super Bowl Champion, will be appearing on her show sometime soon.)

The best coaching moment of the Super Bowl was an intentionally safety
John Harbaugh made the best coaching decision of his career when he instructed punter Sam Koch to run out of his own end zone and eat as much clock as possible. That part was good, but the decision to instruct every single blocker to hold was brilliant. The penalty for holding, had a flag been thrown (none were…for reasons beyond me), is a safety, the result the Ravens were hoping to accomplish.

Anquan Boldin is a top-5 receiver
The Ravens’ receiver should never face criticism from any Baltimorean for the rest of his life. He can make fun of The Wire, National Boh, say crab cakes suck, and pit beef is overrated I would still love him. (Hint: NEVER do any of those things in Bawlmer.) He has been the safety blanket for Joe Flacco the entire year (even more so the Ray Rice at times) and was incredible in the Super Bowl. For years the Ravens have been cursed with inconsistent receivers (and QBs, more on that later), finally, Boldin exorcised some demons.

Joe Flacco is the second best quarterback in Baltimore football history
The best quarterback in Baltimore history, Johnny Unitas, has a statue in front of Ravens stadium and if Joe Flacco continues to play like he did during the postseason, he could have his own. But first he needs a new contract and I think the Ravens will sign him up.

Local boys do hometown proud
Jacoby Jones and Ed Reed returned to Louisiana and became champions. Reed added a Super Bowl interception to his Hall of Fame resume (How many of Reed’s interceptions have come against QBs facing him for the first time?) and Jones a 108-yard kickoff return for a TD and a 56-yard TD catch.

Brothers matter, but not the ones you are thinking of
The above-mentioned Ayanbadejo became the second Ayanbadejo brother to win a Super Bowl with the Ravens, joining his brother Obafemi. Obafemi was a backup running back on the 2000 Super Bowl squad and has the great distinction of never hearing his name pronounced correctly on television.

Was this the best Baltimore sports year in 40 years?
The was the first year in which both Baltimore sports teams reached the playoffs since 1970 when the Orioles won the World Series and the Colts won Super Bowl V in January of 1971. The Ravens just won the Super Bowl and the Orioles ended their 15-year playoff drought this past October. And now that football season is finally over, I can for the first time look fondly ahead to baseball season and ask this question with sincerity: When do pitchers and catchers report for spring training?

From First Circle, Amman, just after 7 a.m. on Super Monday Morning

From First Circle, Amman, just after 7 a.m. on Super Monday Morning

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Call to Prayer

I thought it would be too cliché to write about the Call to Prayer while in Amman. The Call to Prayer, or Adhan, happens five times each day and is audible from almost any spot while in Amman. I thought it was cliché, then I heard it.

I didn’t notice the Adhan until I moved in with my host family in Shmeisani. There are two mosques within walking distance of our apartment and one is only about a block away.

The Call to Prayer echoes through the house. It is one of the most captivating sounds I have heard. The recording of the call reverberates with some feedback on some of the words. In short bursts, some high notes sometimes carry longer than others. The Allah hu-Akbar is carried very long, with the l pronounced longest.

Aaaalllllllllllahhhh hu-Akkbaar

The call lasts for just around five minutes. And then minutes later, the closing call is made and the Adhan is over. The Call to Prayer calls Muslims to prayer and is a summary of the Shahada (the statement of faith): There is no deity but God, and Muhammad is the Messenger of God.

Each morning I have been woken up by the various pre-dawn calls to prayer. Usually between 5:30 and 6, before I roll over and fall back to sleep for a few more hours.

I am so happy I can hear the call from our house. Hearing reaffirms my belief in why I came to Amman.

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The Most Dangerous Activity in Jordan: Driving

One of the rules in the student handbook from AMIDEAST is that students are not allowed to drive while in Jordan.

I didn’t give this rule much thought. I’ve gone to GW for five semesters and still haven’t driven a car in DC, so I didn’t think I would need to drive in Amman.

About a week before I left for Jordan, while driving with my Mom (shout-out to Mom!!!!) I said I sort of wanted to drive while living in Amman. I didn’t mean it with much seriousness, just the idea that it would be cool to say I drove in another country once.

After two weeks in Amman, I can say this with absolute confidence: I no longer want to drive in Amman.

And it only took a 25-minute drive from the airport to the hotel where we stayed during our orientation for me to reach the conclusion that driving in a car will be the most dangerous thing I do in Jordan.

The driver was aware and I never felt like I was in immediate danger, but after five minutes I noticed that we were driving in the middle of two lanes. The lines on the road seemed to be a mere suggestion for where to drive, not the rule of the road. Cars in front of us would shift from the middle of the road to the right lane to make room.

But do not worry. I will not be taking too many risks. I will only be taking a taxi at least twice a day for the next four months. The danger lies not due to the lack of skill of the taxi drivers, but the overall disregard to the rules of driving by everyone in Amman.

Now, this may be too harsh on Jordanian drivers. In my limited exposure, it seems the rules aren’t so much disregarded as nonexistent, specifically the concept of right of way. If you are not occupying that space with your car, anybody is free to cut in front.

This is most apparent at the many traffic circles in Amman. For readers familiar with Towson, the circles are about the size as the Towson Traffic circle, and cars are 50-1,000 times more likely to get into accidents. The drivers are constantly inching out into the circle with no concept of yield cars come within inches contact.

(The only rule that seems to be followed is the red light camera at one intersection near where I am living. Yesterday I learned from a taxi driver that running a red light at the intersection carries a 100 JD fine, about 140 USD.)

The reason I say that driving will be the most dangerous thing I do in Jordan is 13 days ago I almost died.

I was with three peers in a taxi coming back from a scavenger hunt around the city. I was sitting in the front seat. (In Jordan, if you are traveling alone you sit in the front seat of the taxi, unless you are a woman and you sit in the back. It is not suggested that women sit in the front seat of a taxi and only should do so if they are traveling four to a taxi.)

(One other side note on taxi’s: Street names in Jordan are not commonly known. And by that I mean nobody knows the names of streets not even the taxi drivers. So in order to go anywhere, you have to describe where you are going with a landmark and then give the driver turn-by-turn navigation to your destination. To go home I say, “Shmeisani 7/11.” Because the only 7/11 in Amman (even a knock-off 7/11)  is known by every taxi driver.)

Traffic was slow and it was rush hour on a Wednesday afternoon. Scores of cars in the four-lane road were stopped at the red light. Suddenly the taxi driver, with an annoyed look on his face, looked behind him and swung the car from the left lane to the wrong side of the road.

He floored the accelerator and shifted into 3rd gear as we passed about 50 cars and covered 250 feet while I remained (on the service) extremely calm. On the inside, I was screaming like a little girl. Then like nothing was out of the ordinary, he cut back onto the right side of the road before the oncoming traffic’s light turned green.

I was out of breath, I was sweating, and I was trying to remain calm.  I didn’t say a word to him. Afterward while he apologized I said (without thinking) “Nah, do what you gotta do bro.”

Since that incursion into possible mortal danger, the rides have been much less eventful. (Well, aside from one on Monday in which the driver was exceptionally skilled at driving while talking on the phone, drinking tea, shifting gears, and changing lanes, while steering the car with the inside of his left thigh. But I did not fear for my life because I had my eyes closed.) The drivers have been nice, courteous and are very willing to chat.

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